Fantasizing while masturbating
Question
Before my marriage I used to masturbate and I used to think about my mother in law having sex with me while masturbating. I used to think about taking out her bra and nikars. Is my nikaah valid or broken by just thinking about her. I didn't touch her with lust.
Answer
Your nikaah has not broken. However, it is not permissible for you to masturbate as well as think of your mother in law in this way. You should sincerely repent to Allah Ta'ala and make a firm resolve that you will not repeat this in the future.
And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.
- Answered by
- Mufti Zakaria Makada
- Checked & approved by
- Mufti Ebrahim Salejee (Isipingo Beach)
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