Contemplating suicide due to problems with one's parents
Question
I was in love with a guy about 8 years ago. We were in a relationship for 4 years and then when we broke up, me and my family left UAE and came to Japan. The reason I broke up with him was that my cousin told my mom that your daughter is in love with someone so my mom said a lot of bad words to me.
After that everything changed in my life. I left that guy because I didn’t want to hurt my mom. I promise that I never met my that guy. I only chatted with him. But now my mom and dad hate me alot. It has been 4 years since we came to Japan and my dad never talks to me nicely. My mom says that I am napak. I swear I have never done anything wrong with him. I know my limits. I told my mom that we can go to a hospital and do a checkup and I can prove that I'm a pure virgin. I'm soo tired I just wanna kill my self. I attempted suicide many times but I always failed. I know its haram in Islam but it hurts me when my mom and dad does this to me.
After we broke up he got married and he is living a happy life with his wife and he has a baby boy. I'm suffering alot. Is there any wazeefa that I can get married or any wazeefa by which my family will understand me?
Answer
Don't think of dying unnecessarily. Who knows that your remorse and the hurt that you go through is so much loved by Allah Ta`ala that this may be more loved in His sight than a million lives.
Read the following seven times after every salaah: "Rabbi innee limaa anzalta ilayya min khayrin faqeer."
And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.
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- Mufti Ebrahim Salejee (Isipingo Beach)
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