Difficulty in waking up for fajr salaah and anger management

· 9 Jumada I 1440 AH1 min readEnglish
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For a long time I did not follow much of Islam, in fact, very little. I made a very major sin last year @ the age of 34 and that was my turning point. I had gone from praying one salaat every now and then and if I did two on the same day that was an improvement for me. Since my major sin, I'm praying four salaats a day. I tried five, but I think I was praying too much too quickly. So, I dropped back from five to four. Once I'm able to do my salaats with ease I will add the final salaat which is my Fajr prayer that I find most difficult. Since then I have tried to lead a better life and hope to return to Allah Ta'ala in the best of conditions Inshallah.

My question is that the more salaats I am praying, the more angrier I am getting. I am very quick now to overact and my anger escalates very quickly and I know for a fact that this is not me... the less I followed of Islam I never ever used to get this angry... Infact I would always practice being calm in all situations. The regular anger that I feel now would only happen back then when I was pushed to the limit. I don't know what to do. Please explain to me what is happening and what I can do about it.

Answer

If you cannot get up for Fajr daily then don't leave it out entirely. The days you can get up then get up.

Anger in your case perhaps is because of a change in your routine. Insha Allah, this will come right in time. Trust in Allah Ta`ala and remember Him. He will look at you favourably. When you are overcome with anger, in your mind beg and ask Allah Ta`ala for refuge against shaytaan.

And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.

Answered by
Mufti Ebrahim Salejee (Isipingo Beach)
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